
"He who sings frightens away his ills." Miguel de Cervantes, Don Quixote
As I've mentioned before, my brain hears things differently since the injury. It was one of the first things I notices after the accident. When I was feeling well enough, my family took me out to dinner, ostensibly to celebrate my survival, and I was looking forward to a night out after being cooped up in the house alternating ice and heat packs for several days. The first thing I noticed after being seated was that I couldn't follow any of the conversations at the table. The second thing I noticed was that I couldn't NOT focus on the background music, or, more precisely, the music that was background for everyone else at the table was decidedly foreground for me.
It was worse with music that contained vocals. They pulled my attention. If there was someone singing in the "background" I couldn't attend to regular spoken conversation. The obvious solution for this was to insist that everyone address me in song. Unfortunately, my family and friends are not gifted singers. I thought this new quirk was something that would eventually go away. It didn't.
Whistling is another attention grabber for me.
The irony of all this is that my husband sings and whistles constantly. It was something I loved about him prior to the accident, now, it makes me want to hit him with whatever is handy. I feel awful asking him to "stop that infernal whistling/singing", but I do. Honestly, it gets to the point where I just can't stand it. There are days when I can't even think straight with someone singing or whistling. Again, this is all tied to fatigue.
Today, I found an interesting article that is somewhat related. It involves research into rehabilitating stroke victims who have lost their ability to speak by teaching them to sing. Apparently, the area of the brain that governs speech is not the same area that controls singing. Professional singers have "over" developed "song" areas.
So did my speech area get damaged or did my song area get kicked into overdrive?
I suspect it was the speech area that got slammed since I had other speech problems, but where does the whistling fit in?
news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science/nature/8526699.stm
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